Mind Bugging

     They say that there is no fear in love; perfect love drives out all fears. So then, love has not been made perfect in anyone who is afraid. I am afraid therefore love is not fit for me. I am not ready and I think, for now, I can do away with it.

     Here I am again blabbering about this topic which I do not really know a lot. Love like reality is so profound. The more you try to know about it, the more there is to discover. I think all love stories are the same; they all end up with a happily-ever-after theme. But how come I didn’t end up with that theme the last time I gave my all to someone out of love? Very mind bugging indeed and I think it is easier to solve a rubrics cube than try to figure out this stuff.

Me: are you not over this stuff yet?

Other me: I can not just forget it. It’s difficult to explain but you and I are one and you know very well why I can’t just let go of it like a hot potato. I wish I could do just that so as to make my life easier but that is just not how we do it.

Me: get over it already!

Other me: I will! Soon. Just wait.

Me: don’t you think that we’ve waited long enough

Other me: oh I know we’ll be alright. Besides we have nothing else to do. Waiting a little bit more and letting it all be will not hurt us.

Me: won’t hurt us?! Are you insensitive? You know what, if you and I aren’t one, I’ll strangle you to death for your stupidity.

Other me: whatever!

     Oh well, another day inside my mind. Jejeje! Good night people. I just need to write all these so I could sleep tonight.